If it’s okay – I’ll leave the bed light on,
And place your water glass where it belongs.
And if it’s alright – I’ll lie awake at night,
Pretending I am curled up at your side.
See I’m circling these patterns,
Living out of memories.
I’m still a long way from accepting it,
That there’s just no you and me.
But if I still believe you love me – maybe I’ll survive.
So I tell myself you’re coming home, like you’ve done a million times.
And if it’s alright I’ll still be loving you,
Cause I can’t break it to my heart.
Is it just me – did I commit a crime?
I won’t believe that loving you is just a waste of time.
Or was it in my head?
Reading into things you’ve never said.
Cause I still don’t have the answers,
To why we couldn’t work it out.
I want to think of something that I did,
So I can turn it back around.
But if I still believe you love me – maybe I’ll survive.
So I tell myself you’re coming home, like you’ve done a million times.
And if it’s alright I’ll still be loving you,
Cause I can’t break it to my heart.
And nothing would come between us
I wanna convince myself we’re perfect in every single way.
As long as I can keep the truth away from my heart,
Cause I can’t break it to my heart.
Cause I still don’t have the answers,
To why we couldn’t work it out.
I want to think of something that I did,
So I can turn it back around.
But if I still believe you love me – maybe I’ll survive.
So I tell myself you’re coming home, like you’ve done a million times.
And if it’s alright I’ll still be loving you…
But if I still believe you love me – maybe I’ll survive.
So I tell myself you’re coming home, like you’ve done a million times.
And if it’s alright I’ll still be loving you,
And if it’s alright I’ll still be loving you,
Cause I can’t break it to my heart.